by Paul Ilechko
She was breathing deeply as she ran
beside the stand of trees sheltered
from the westerly wind her teeth
frozen from exertion her breath aligned
with the morning calm later that day
the locusts would be crooning
but for now she jogged through
the thickness of a heavy silence
she had come to realize that the more
time she spent outdoors the deeper
she was able to penetrate into her
most internalized emotions with fewer
distractions her awareness increased
listening to her own breathing
to the muttering of her own heart
back home nothing awaits her except
the furniture a house filled with
the inanimate nothing for her to fear
there are books close to hand
and fresh fruit laid out in bowls
of bronze or hand-turned cherry
wood all of it unaware of her presence
as she tunnels into a heavy vein
of emptiness still running even now
desperately straining for a finish line that
only exists in memory shoes tightly
laced hair soaked in fresh sweat her
hands grip the arm of her chair as tightly
as she has ever gripped anything in her life.
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Paul Ilechko is a British American poet and occasional songwriter who lives with his partner in Lambertville, NJ. His work has appeared in many journals, including The Bennington Review, The Night Heron Barks, Lily Poetry Review, Stirring, and The Inflectionist Review. He has also published several chapbooks.